B2ST Rising

TODAY SUCKS LIKE HELL!!

i super super sad today. well let me tell you why?

yesterday night i seriously have some difficulties sleeping because i was kind of excited due to the SHINee fan meeting at choa chu kang lot 1. but i manage to get aroud 15 minnutes of nap!, so i woke up, iron my clothes and i picked my brand new clothes that i brought some time ago, and feeling nervous and excited about meeting them. after bathing and done preparing myself, i receive a text message from bonan saying "camel, there are around 1500 people queueing for the fanmeeting and it was only at 0500 IN THE MORNING, CAN YOU IMAGINE IT!!!!!. my heart begin to beat faster, and more nervous!. supposedly meet nadia and her cousin at 0500 but guess what there are obstances along the way, in the end we meet at 0600+ and our taxi fare costs 34 bucks! then once we reach there whoa! the place is full of fans! seriously very chaotic and havoc. and i get more irritated when bonan says that SHINee fanclub took the lead and began to write numbers of the 1000 people who were already there( WHERE ALL THEM OVERNIGHT THERE LUHS) ITS SO UNFAIR RIGHT? hwo give them the lead to do this? they are not the event manager what? seriously it was by right not OFFICIAL OK! uuuurrrrrggghhh! then me, nad , faj and zakk no that there are n more chance for us to get in the 1000 queue so we decided to leave the place and get our feets to the hotel where SHINee stays. and i thought we could be the only fans that will be there but it was shocking to find that there are a number of fans already waiting outside.uuuurrrggghhhh.btw, there is this guy(who is not SHINee fan) really pissed me off luhs, whatever luhs eh! and those stupid chinese bitches that were critising about malay people listening to kpop, why whats the problem? THEN WHY YOU CHINESE ALSO LISTEN TO KPOP, LISTEN TO YOU CHINESE OR TAIWAN SINGERS LUHS! KOREAN DO NOT SPEAK CHINESE! AND THUS THEir CULTURE ARE SO FAR DIFFERENT FORM YOURS LUHS!! HELLO, BRINGING KPOP TO OTHER COUNTRY IS A GOOD THING TO HELP THE IDOLS TO GAIN THEIR FAME! SERIOUSLY LUHS, YOU CHINESE GIRLS ARE BITCHES, DARE TO EVEN SAY RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! AND TO THOSE MALAY GIRLS WHO WEAR TUDUNG THAT WERE LINING BEHIND US OUTSIDE THE HOTEL, WHATS THE POINT OF YOU WEARING THAT TUDUNG WHERE YOUR MOUTH ARE SPLURTING VULGARATIES???? WHATS THE POINT ????GUESs what I NEVER EVEN GET A CHANCE TO SEE ANY OF THE 5 MEMBERS LUHS WHEN THEY WERE WALKING OUT FROM the VIP GATEWAY TO GO INSIDE THEIR VECHICLE! DAMN SAD LUHS!!! SERIOUSLY TODAY IS SUCK A SUCKY DAY FOR ME, MAYBE ITS BAD LUCK!!!! UUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH. i'm so upset right now. and to my dear bonan you are so damn bloddy lucky luhs, you get KEY AUTOGRAPH AND GET THE OPPURTUNITY TO SEE HIM FACE TO FACE!! and teruna sister oso get onew signature!! uuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! by the way, i bought a 30 bucks giFT that i want to give to minho oppa, but i failed to give it to him!!!!!! I FAILED!! AND I EVEN FAILED TO SEE HIM REAL!!!! FAILED!!! MY FIRST EVER KOREAN GUY/ IDOL THAT I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH!!! my dreams to see you is gone GONE!!!! CAMELLIA YOU SUCKS LUHS~~~

signing off: CAMELLIA (: